Guilty

Assalamualaikum & haiii

Pernah tak rasa bersalah tapi tak tahu nak buat macam mana or, rasa bersalah tapi nak jugak buat. Or rasa bersalah tapi tak tahu plak kenapa nak rasa bersalah, or rasa bersalah tapi macam tak patut pulak rasa tu timbul. Eh apa ni apaaaaa?

Kebelakangan ni aku kerap gila rasa bersalah. Mula2 rasa bersalahnya wei kat sahabat yang nak melangsungkan perkahwinan beliau bulan ni. I am too busy that I couldn't even attend her wedding caremony TT~TT. 

yesss, I just started working with my current employer (and so far, Alhamdulillah, everything's great!), and too bad I can''t request for any leave (yet) and my friend's wedding will be held at Besut. JB-Besut-JB is possible in a day, true with kapal terbang and stuffs, but due to some other reason I can't mention and I don't know how I can explain, i still can't make it. Guilty satu.

And my best friend just gave birth to a very cute lovely baby girl named Hikmah yesterday. And I can't be there on that day! gahhhhh! guilty, tahu? Guilty! It's okay baby Hikmah, Aunty Hani will come a.s.a.p. nnti and hug you n kidnap you home. grrrr.... Guilty dua.

So, with those guilty feelings i have, i went out to lunch and saw Big Apple dounts pastu be like, okeh harini aku nak beli gak donat2 tersebut lantak lah dah lunch pon. Bila bukak wallet pula, rasa guilty sebab banyak sangat keluarkan duit dari wallet tanpa berfikir panjang bulan ni. Lagak macam kat rumah ada mesin print duit. Guilty tiga.

Kat Big Apple yg berapa ringgit kau rasa bersalah, kat shopping website masa ko tekan-tekan bayar tu tak bersalah pulak ye Hani ye. Guilty tak kena tempat.

err... guilty pleasure?

Setelah menaip entry ni, rasa guilty lain datang.

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Guilty tulis blog masa kerja. 

dah, sambung kerjaaaaa! 

Till then, 

Thank you for reading this entry!

hani shubie